ohwell, you've got me under your spell

i think we say the most when we don't say anything at all
we speak with our arms and talk with our hands

its a race to embrace
we continually erase
all the worries in our mind
at that moment in time

like being drenched in cold water, im brought back to myself.
to you i will return someday, but for now it's getting late.
dont go. its not that i wnat to be alone.
i just want to make sure this feels like home.

not like a vacation
i've built up anticipation
and now finally
it's really happening

and i dont want to give it all away in one night
maybe you'll see soon, its more than meets the eye.




its about patience. i dont know what else to say really. of course all my poems and songs (ha) mirror the emotions im feeling at the moment. but emotions are just that, fleeting. its unfortunate that patience can be so fleeting as well. when you want to do something right now, becasue you know it would make you happy, and you can hold off for a little bit, but the more you wait, the harder it gets, you know? ahhh, but i need to rely on God. He knows whats best for me anyways.
pray for patience